I Cannot Wait For That Day- A Poem From 2009

I Cannot Wait For That Day

As the weather quickly changes from warm to cold
And the leaves slowly change from green to gold
The memories come back like a flood
But i know this pain is not for good
I know i will once again see your face,hear your voice
And though my heart was shattered i would not take the other choice
For you are happy and at home
And have received your new name on that pretty white stone!
I must admit im jealous of you
Because i want to be there too
But until that day will do my best to make you proud
And share my reason for the hope i have to all who are around
It heals my heart to know I am here with yours
And you are with mine
And we will all be together when He says "Its time"
Let me just say, I cannot wait until that day.

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