Simply Redeemed

I was challenged in 2010 to write my own Psalm. Here it is: Lord I know You will do what is best for me, yet I refuse to give you full control. My heart yearns to yearn for you, but my selfish desires pull me away from desiring you. I know your love for me is deeper than I can even comprehend, yet I look to other things for satisfaction. I know in my heart your plan for me is good and set before I was even born, yet I worry about my future. You have equipped me with all I need to fight the good fight, but still I tremble in fear and do not take a step forward. Lord you know my heart and you know I'm tired, tired of worrying, tired of it all. All I desire is to lean against you and hear your heartbeat. That is all I want, the still silence and your heartbeat, with nothing else to to distract me, nothing else to worry me, just me and my savior in a quiet place where you can restore my joy and peace. A place where I can be refreshed so I can be sent back into this chaotic wo